New year, new me, but I say that every year so I’m doubtful. Every year I make new goals, and every year I fall short. This year my biggest goal is to achieve sobriety. It’s something I have battled with for years, if not decades. It has destroyed relationships, finances, my identity, and trust. What must I do to get off this merry-go-round of insanity that is addiction. Mast people that do something once and have negative consequences learn pretty fast not to do that again. I’m not that smart, I like to make a mistake not once, twice, three times but more like 482 times. This year I am going to put me first. This year I am going to put my health first. This year I am going to put my mental health first. This year I am going to put my happiness first. This year I will focus on myself, healing and finding myself. Come along on this journey with me to find a better, happier, whole version of myself. It’s sure to be a wild ride.